Swallow down my words, the finger won't leave the back space button. Maybe it's better if you don't know. This is too confusing. My supper is back and I have been in bed since I got back from school. The IB does not exist for today.

Knowing that the time will come

Just to see you torn apart

Witness to your empty heart

I need it

I need it

I need it

No love lost

Okay, done acting cute with boi.
Term 2 starts tomorrowwwww.....
My next happy day I'm looking forward to is actually the fire exercise day. (which requires us to assemble at either cathay or pomo -_-) I don't know whether to cry or to laugh.
Whut m i doingzzzzz......

Ippudo~~~~ I need you now.









Random photos. As much as I dread the start of term 2, I want IB to end nowwwwww~~~

WTF. No ever way..... Don't try to compete with me in this shit man.
8 years and what are you? A replacement of me???? -__________-

Still on my bed... and I think I am gonna sleep.

Bai bai

Okay. Why is it Thursday night already.

I am gonna head down to do some work... any longer on this bed is too ridiculous.

The "longness" scares me, but there is no longing.

I'm bullet proof, nothing to lose.
Fire away, fire away~~~~~~~~~~~~

Skool @ 9, nite nite.

The boy and I says goodnight.
XXXXXX

My genius idea to get a new macbook. And also my genius idea to be too lazy to transfer everything. Now I need 2 MacBooks when I study......

#merrymondaybettergetmerrier

1st day of march hols and my last march hols in my entire life.

Graduation this year..... Too fast too furioussss~~~

Liberation

Chuck: I love you.
Blair: And I love you. I always will. But that doesn't mean I'm in love with you.

Every second

It's been so long I didn't even realize.
The songs that have been stuck in my head needs to be burn in hell.
So therapeutic yet harmful.
Last day of Term 1. Soon enough I'll be on my way to far away land far far away from here.

Fat and about to die and drown together with my fucked up choreography......
My head hurts.... good night..

Fei zhu's toy + my pink ballz.

Down with mild HFM disease. Okay.... I look like a freak now.

Paradixe

Bago City, 2010

Oh how much I miss those happiness.

Happy Saturday to you

MARCH ALREADY? W.T.F

Until hell freezes over

Watch them turn to dust
Lalalalalalalalala~

Hehe


And how do I get by with my nerd life????
Of course with the visit of postmen.

Gareth Pugh x Melissa
Love the smell of recycled.
WHO'S GONNA SAVE THE WORLD TONIGHT.......~~~~~~~~~

Kpop is not crap... If you translate the lyrics you can actually cry....
TODAY SHOULD BE CELEBRATION BECAUSE I HANDED UP MY LIFE. THE ESSAY I HAVE BEEN WRITING FOR A YEAR. MY LIFE.
I had a chat with my ee envelope before dropping it into the submission box and signing against my name..... IF YOU NO GET A YOU NO COME BACK TO MAMA!

TODAY SHOULD BE CELEBRATION DAY BUT NO BUT NO... I GUESS NOT TILL 21 NOV.
Back to work......

Top just said good night to me. You should have seen my face.
Spazzed ttm.
Goodnight x

Until we bleed in the morning. I can do this everyday.
Rehearsal today and I have to face the idea of you again. But I think I like it. Only hell left.

Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
Para-para-paradise
Every time she closed her eyes

XXXXX 46 XXXXX

Me: Practice soon okay. Btw i wanna make new costume......
Collin: But you are not competing this year! Typical Dawn move....

I wanna compete la fuck. Fuck IB.

Improv-ing to The XX.
"Feel yourself, react to whatever you are feeling inside"





I ended up in fetus position.

What I'll be living with for the whole of tomorrow:
You either entirely divorce yourself from it or self destruct.

Maybe we are not what we seem

I don't know how to feel about today. But it made me realise a lot of things about the faculty.
If I didn't reacted this way then it will be way too unlike of me... Everything may appear with much angst and emotions but I do remember and think about everything that comes out of my mouth and your mouths. I am rash but not stupid.
Selfish? I don't know.... I can't think of a better word.
This weekend is probably the worst yet in this new year.
Lots of choreo and TOK op... and all the other major submissions.
The end is so near yet so far.

Good night.

The arm really hurts.... grrrrr.

Hiding my heart

I finally understood why people like to "sleep it off".
Because you know the answer, it's perpetually reminding you that it is what you need to do/say.
But your heart refuses and you choose to live in denial for as long as you can hide. And right now, I just want to sleep forever. Sorry will never be good enough. I know it best.

Poison and wine, story of a quarter of my adolescence.

Can't sleep. Gonna regret tomorrow morning.
I can never survive first periods.

Ingrid Michaelson - Incredible love

I never thought I'd fall so far down
This incredibly long dark hole
Something so sweet as the sound of your feet
On the floor would give me more room to breath

I'll say goodbye again tonight
The third time's the charmer they say
Your words are inked on my skin
The marks of incredible love

Incredible love, you fill me
Incredible love, you spill me
Incredible love, you kill me
Incredible love

Everything says it's time to go
But the smell of your skin makes me stay
You are not mine to ask things of
But I ask you anyway, but I ask you anyway

Incredible love, you fill me
Incredible love, you spill me
Incredible love, you kill me
Incredible love, incredible love

You take it away but then you give it right back
Just take it away don't give it back

Incredible love, incredible love, incredible love
Incredible love, incredible love, incredible love

Incredible love, you fill me
Incredible love, you spill me
Incredible love, you kill me
Incredible love, incredible love, incredible love
Incredible love

WHY IS IT SUNDAY ALREADY

Legit act cute/princess sheets. I am exhausted. Tomorrow is fridayyyyyyy and fridayyyyyy and it will be fridayyyy FOREVER! But then again, doing TOK OP tomorrow. Oh my FRIDAYYYYY. But, I will still make you beautiful. Gn, nose please unblock yourself asap.

I swear he is illegal.

I will seriously go back to the latin competitive sphere being a nobody.( not like i was ever something... but I have been gone for bloody long)
This is real.... Hiatus for way too long....... SO SAD.But right now, IB is IMPORTANT AND URGENT. INSPIRED BY PATSY'S 4 RETARDED QUADRANTS. And latin will remain in.... MY HEART FOREVA.Bcos I will love you till forever and you are irreplacableeeee ~~~~~~~

First day of CNY
SOOOO.... This girl is addicted to her stupid iphone...


And why..??? Look below.

Poor riko...
Tomorrow is Monday....why????????????